Saturday, May 7, 2011

Pukul 5.57 pagi

Nope..I'm not on my bed in my house....
Nope..I'm not in my car enjoying view....
Nope..I'm not at the peak of Mount Kinabalu looking at the wonderful sunrise...
and also
Nope..I'm not dreaming that I'm really at the office right now...

I AM STILL IN THE OFFICE....
Lu buat apa ? ambek part time jadi polis bantuan ke???




semalam sebenarnya wa dah 'keluar terbakar'...
omputih kata ..... burn-out...(direct translate ..heheh)
wa betul-betul down semalam....terutama my mental....
dah tak segan tunjuk muka sembab mata bengkak kat member seangkatan di pejabat...
pedih plak mata, kepala plak berdenyut..
masih dok tengok PC nak abiskan keje itu...
disusuli makan malam kul 12.30 malam....
akhirnya wa kecundang ....by 1.15pagi ..dengan menelan panadol dan zzzzz dalam bilik filing...
adakah ini bebaloi?


...judgement adalah Allah....sebab mata halus manusia tiada sekuat Allah....

Alhamdullillah...

semalam juga wa ditemankan oleh kawan-kawan yang tak faham nape wa jadi macam tuh punya down..

tapi .....

support wa mentally and physically....

...I really appreciated you all....
putting a smiling face within the existing sour face is not easy ....


and making me laugh so hard...feels like want to burst the tears and the head together..


rasa nak hantuk kepala kat dinding pun ada...memang korang nih pelawak dalam pejabat ..


hehe

I have my own life..my own family to visit ...my own way to survive...
but if it takes more than a year to ruin my own life by others....
You are worth couple of months pay-salary only...others???? more than that...


Is it worth enough???




"Sesungguhnya pekerjaanku ini adalah ibadah...."


Wa seorang buruh yang luaran gembira...dalaman????

haishh

hormon tidak stabil

begitu la jadinyer...

hehe

4 comments:

Uncle Lee said...

Hi Anash, nice pics. Very interesting posting.
Here's wishing you a very happy mother's day.
Best regards.
And by the way, I would like it very much you just address me as 'Lee'.

'Uncle' for those belum pergi honeybulan, ha ha.
Lee.

Anash said...

hi uncle lee...
opss...
Lee,
thanks for the wish..(i'm not a mother yet...even a wife of someone..)
please forward my wish to your lovely wife "a happy mother's day' too...
i think my honeybulan is yet to come once I found my true soulmate..

Uncle Lee said...

Hi Anash, Ooops! Minta ma'af, ya....anyway, that day no time to read thru as was rushing to wish all my friends around the worls, mother's day'.

Hey, you take it easy, huh! Jangan stress or tension.
Life is not a straight road, and there'll always be hiccups in life.

Believe you me, I have had my fair share of the good, the bad and the ugly.
But have always believe the sun will come out again....
And having a sense of humour helps too, as I can laugh at myself.

I love the way you spell 'orang puteh'.
For a moment I had to think what is 'omputih'? Ha ha.

Holy Smoke, the bahasa today so different to my time learning Malay, sebelum Merdeka, ha ha.
Oh well, I am jurassic.
Have a nice day, Anash.
Lee.

Anash said...

Lee,
hehe
you put a smile on my face early in the morning...
jurassic?? during the time dinasours were 5 legs instead of 4 legs?? just joking...
you are more experience and wisdom enough to share your thought..I appreciate that..and more humble to drop by too..
omputih-the spelling of orang putih but in different matter..more to come..hahaa